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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
12:17 am	I got accepted into UNLV (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 1st, 2008
10:49 pm	The rain seems apt considering everything that has happened today, I don't really feel like going into details, but i am in a really pensive mood right now. Current Music: Rick Roll (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 3rd, 2008
8:23 pm	Boredom Strikes Back A *I'm So Bored, I need A Survey* Survey! My favorite Color?: Black Ice cream?: Chocolate Actor?: Jonny Depp Actress?: Jessica Alba Song?: Stairway to Heaven Movie?: Monty Python and the Holy Grail Book?: Dracula People would be surprised to know I like?: hugs I hate?: it when people tell long stories that don't have a point (namely when i do it... XP) I envy?: Confidence I wish?: i could sing I used to?: be in the Ballroom dance club How old were you when... First kiss?: 15 Lost virginity?: haven't yet Fell in love?: 16 Had your heart broken?: 15 Cashed your first paycheck?: 14 Had your first child?: ... Went to a funeral?: 14 i think? My Friends Nobody knows me better than?: J My longest friendship is with?: Dalton? My shortest friendship is with?: theres been a few Which friend has seen you cry the most?: i don't know? Laugh the most?: J Which friend would you call for bail money?: Dalton? Which friend would be in the cell with you?: J Which friend did you last talk with?: Matt Either or Coke or Pepsi?: Coke Burger King or McDonalds?: Burger King Coffee or tea?: neither Dunkin Donuts or Starbucks?: Dunkin Donuts (i don't like coffee) Morning or night?: Night Slippers or socks?: Socks... PJ's or nothing?: PJs Summer or Winter?: Summer Spring or Fall?: Fall I believe (true or false) in miracles?: true God?: not sure Devil?: not sure Reincarnation?: false Forgiveness?: true Second chances?: true People can change?: true Aliens exist?: true Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 20th, 2007
7:14 pm	English Sonnet This is an english sonnet i wrote for creative writing, tell me what you guys think of it. I listened to the rain dripping softly reminding me of a time better spent loving, laughing, living passionately pondering life, wondering what it meant. I watched you as you turned, and walked away. We never came to any conclusions, but we kept on trying to anyway. I watched while you walked without confusion. I was never one for this much thinking, I was never one to say how i felt, had you found something that I was missing, or did you leave in search of something else? What has already happened I can't change, I'll wash my sorrow away with the rain. Current Music: Girl's Not Grey - AFI (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 13th, 2007
5:22 pm	What Do You Have To Say? - You Make Me Feel Like Writing What inspires you to write? Brought to you by HP View 435 Answers Life (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
10:45 pm	I need something to do with my spare time... I hope festival still happens, it sounds like a lot of fun Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Love Will Tear Us Apart - Fall Out Boy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
10:54 pm	A Midsummer Night's Dream opens tomorrow night! I can't believe its so close... If anyone wants to go, Go! I believe it starts at 7:00 and costs $6 for students We are performing Thursday, Friday and Saturday so pick a night and come Current Music: Why Can't We Be Friends - Smashmouth (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 14th, 2007
9:49 pm	No Subject Included... Wow... what an interesting weekend. I ended up going to AAC (Another Anime Convention) with Matt and Alberts. It was my first anime convention, but it was awesome. I dressed as Shikamaru for the first night but having my hair in a ponytail hurts... so I decided to buy some stuff and ended up going as Itachi for saturday and Sunday (it was a much better choice :-D) The masquerade was hilarious, and i ended up placing third in the halo3 tournement. (and the Bleach one too) Gotta love getting hugged and getting your picture taken by random girls. The most random picture i'd have to say though, was the one where a girl(who was also dressed up as Itachi, female itachi...) noticed I had a pizza box in my hand, grabbed one of her own, and asked if her friend could take a picture of us. So Male and Female Itachi standing side by side holding pizza boxes... right. We found this chick (who was dressed up as Yuna) who completely anihilates Squirrel. She beats him so bad, i don't know if i can ever call squirrel, squirrel again. She was more hyper then i have ever seen squirrel and she hadn't had any caffine or sugar for over 8 hours at that point in time. It was ridiculous. In the end, I spent way too much money there, and i can't wait to go to anime Boston, cause it's supposed to be the same thing, only bigger, and better (much much bigger, and alot better. There we roughly 800 people that went to AAC) Alas... my wallet is already crying XP DO A BARREL ROLL! *wtf is a mudkip?* (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 10th, 2007
7:54 pm	Randomness... There is a gentleness in all of her fury and a kind heart within the monster. For all her pain she has one thing to give. It's her reason for existing. All of her rage can be quite frightening, but there is beauty in her lightning and passion beneath her winds. She weeps for the destruction she has created and her compassion falls gentle as the rain. She is the hurricane and she can never stop. Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
11:02 pm	A lone boy sits by the edge of a pond. He holds a pebble in his hand. He feels its smoothness and mourns its loss as he skips it across the water. He feels sorrow, for even though he used it as he intended, he knows he'll never find another one like it again. It is the happiness he finds in life. The event is brief, it bounces once, maybe twice before sinking into the water leaving ripples, memories of what had come before that quickly fade away. They leave the water calm, placid and no different then it had been before. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Goodnight Nurse - My Only (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 21st, 2007
3:18 pm	More random things... Well... since i feel like posting for no reason i'm going to post two things i wrote recently... tell me what you think cause i'm not sure how i feel about them We strive not to live in vain but Our countless deeds fall like rain Into the oceans of our souls So how do you fill them up With water so crystal and clear? Or do your drops so stagnant fall Into pools so foul, whose murk The purest light can't penetrate? (I still have to play with the wording and add more...) I've been down as far as I can go Your skin is ashen, Such a lovely shade of white You know I did all I could, I can't say no You had your way with me every night Now i'm just like you, deprived of life I thought that I'd never be the one to fall But you tempted me with your sweet kiss I did everything that you asked, at your beck and call Then you robbed me my senses, stole my bliss Now I'm just like you, my smiles are fake I'm just like you, I'm everything i hate I can't look at myself, mirrors hide my reflection I'm left with this hunger only pain can sate I can't stand myself, my hearts the price of rejection I'm just like you, doomed to your dark fate So... what do you think? Current Mood: artistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
11:02 pm	The clash of thoughts, devoid of life I'm dreaming without sleeping and dying without cause If only reason made sense when logic fails... I haven't updated in awhile, a long while... so i thought i'd post another one of the random things that no one knows how to respond to I never thought i'd be like this To say what I'm feeling I must say all It's like my mind has been thrown into a blender My thoughts ripped to pieces, mashed together Just pour me out into this body Such smoothness I have never known Like life has taken off the edges I can't tell myself apart I'm lost and confused within myself I can't tell which way is up or where I am It's this conformity, I'm all the same My love is my hate and my laughter's to blame How do you take the color red out of orange, Because it feels like that's what i'm trying to do It's like i'm pulling myself apart with no idea how, I'd separate myself, put i'm only tearing off pieces Amanda, Yuki, and Emily are supposed to come up to Whale's Tale this saturday, that should be a lot of fun, and Canoby was amazing too. Overall a pretty good summer so far. Current Mood: confused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 10th, 2007
10:32 pm	I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow... can't wait... I get to miss school though :-D Hopefully i'll be fine for the comedy show, it would suck horribly to put in so much work and not be able to be in it cause of my wisdom teeth... And go listen to Streamline by Newton... it will get stuck in your head for days Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Streamline - Newton (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 7th, 2007
9:22 pm	I feel like my whole fucking life is coming crashing around my heels... I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics... 'cause I don't want you to know where I am 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. [Pre-Chorus] Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. [Chorus] I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Synching up to the beating of my heart, And I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can't let that happen again 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. [Pre-Chorus x2] [Chorus] Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I've been 'cause who I've been only ever made me... So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. Thats kind of how i'm feeling, cept i don't like who i am still... Current Mood: sad Current Music: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 18th, 2007
9:46 pm	Gotta love random song lyrics... So heres some random song lyrics... cause i haven't updated in forever You think a reason changes basic fact I'm sick of your abundant excuses You want me gone, and I'll never come back I don't want all your reasons Your logic was lost on me long ago Your whims, they change with the seasons, And winter just aint me, it never was I am that window set in the wall Looking in, a silent observer But seeing isn't believeing least of all So cover me with a curtain , an intruder To your life Let your applause fill this empty room A salute to my inadequecy, to you, Sound vibrations spell my doom A window to an empty room Current Mood: bored Current Music: Saosin - It's Far Better to Learn (Comment on this)
Monday, March 5th, 2007
10:49 pm	Bored... so i took a quiz... Got this really cool game too... Izuna Legend of the Unemployed Ninja table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td></td><td> You scored as Neo, the "One". Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix. </td></tr> Neo, the "One" 92% Batman, the Dark Knight 92% Captain Jack Sparrow 75% Lara Croft 67% Indiana Jones 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 58% William Wallace 58% The Terminator 50% El Zorro 50% Maximus 50% James Bond, Agent 007 33% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com</table> Current Mood: bored Current Music: Moondance - Van Morrison (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 4th, 2007
5:36 pm	Stole from Yuki cause i was bored... funny kinda You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you. </td> Emo Kid 80% Geek/Nerd 67% Jock 60% Punk 60% Stoner 53% Goth 40% Loner 13% Prep 13% Hot 0% "Ghetto" 0% What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: confused Current Music: none... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
9:33 pm	Fragments So pick the glass from my skin Fragments of my former life, Way back when i said i'd never give in I'm too scarred, too broken to save myself It's up to you now Cause I can't help myself I don't know how Take my fragments off the shelf Cause I've been there too long Ever since I fell and smashed apart I never thought I'd be so far gone Help me, I don't know where to start I've got no excuse this time There's no way out anymore I threw myself out to sea Now I'm incomplete, washed upon the shore Will you help this reformation? I know it's too much to ask, I've asked too many times before But I'm all out of options As my fragments fall through your hands Won't you just catch me? Gotta love unfinshed songs... What do you think? Got to borrow Full Collapse from Justin today and i gotta say Thursday is amazing My favorite part of that cd is the end of "Paris in Flames" "Burn this city down. Discard this message. throw this bottle back into the ocean. rip this page from the history book. Smash all the street signs. erase all the maps. Forget my name. Forget my face. because its going to rain. And it never ends" Current Mood: tired Current Music: Paris in Flames - Thursday (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 16th, 2007
11:53 pm	Apparently my dog had a bad day today... she couldn't get up and my mom had to carry her outside and then back in :-( I don't like where this is headed... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 11th, 2007
8:33 pm	I'm done, I quit, you've won Was it really that worth it? Cause youve lost a son I'm out, I'm gone and not coming back What did you think would happen When you've pushed to far? What did you hope would happen, When you crossed the line? This is it, you can't go back Things won't ever be the same Your past the point of no return How could you think I'm to blame? It's all your fault As it has been from the start ( Rant... ) Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: +44 - 155 (2 Comments |Comment on this)